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06/01/07--08:15: Im not missing you... (chan 2068970)

I wear this ring now all the time. I stare down at it. I tell myself Im not lying, I dont miss you. I swear, I dont miss you. This actually is a ring I wear all the time, its on my necklace. I wa...









06/03/07--23:58: Moonlight (chan 2068970)




On her face. Moonlight, lights up her face. Quoting a song from a local band called Seven Hour Drive. Its a sweet song and they have a myspace if you wanna hear it.

Im happier now, happier than I thought I could be. Im back with Dave. My mom fianlly saw Randy for who he really was and now Im allowed to date Dave. I've seen how much diference one person can make in someone's life. I want to keep making that difference. He makes me melt just when he smiles and I know I make him smile. I just have to crinkle my nose and he has a big grin on his face. Ahhh, Im so happy!

I have an interview at Great Wraps at 2...finally. I should be having


06/18/07--12:47: The shop (chan 2068970)




Is open. Yeah, I never really told you guys but I manage Dave's band Devil Machine Network. We have a Snocap player on both of our cherryTap pages and we have a cafepress account where you can buy shirts and such ( http://www.cafepress.com/dicloniusqueen) . I'd love people if they helped us out.

As for me and Dave, we're still on the ok...hes still mine. I ddi go out and party with Randy Saturday night and someone didnt tell Dave I went to Eastern Shore with Randy so Dave got a little mad. Everything was talked over and such but since people are telling my mom bullshit lies about him, she doesnt want him at the house. My brother, Will, and


06/22/07--02:27: Cant Be (chan 2068970)




Did you just walk through the door  Or was it just my imagination?  Because you know  That we are no more.   This isnt you looking into my eyes  Smiling down at me  When you know  I cried those tears for you   You arent here beside me  Hold me close to your heart  Making it seem  Like nothing ever happened.   That wasnt you  Walking in my door  Telling me once more  That you still love me


07/01/07--19:43: You just dont know *edit* (chan 2068970)




How hard it is to watch the man you love get arrested. Yeah, I said it right, he got arrested. We were just going to his house, we saw a cop car pass us on our way out and a car parked at his neighbor's with its parking lights on. We dipped into the cauldesac of his street and called his house asking to make sure the parked car wasnt an unmarked. Well they tel us it was, turns out it was. They (meaning the 2 cops, and chick and a dude) pulled in right behind us in his driveway and said "you're under arrest." I had to watch him get handcuffed, his pockets emptied and his rings forcfully taken off...Im wearing one of his rings now. I had 3 bott


07/11/07--00:59: Pretty knife (chan 2068970)




Depression...withdrawal....depression sinking deeper. Breaking down, crying, hurting, needing. I need him back here now. No the knife isnt for me. I was thinking of going Natural Born Killers on this city and maybe they'll lock me up so I can blow up the place with dynamite and be with my baby. He was supposed to have a bonds hearing last Thursday and he didnt. He was told he'd have another one yesterday...still didnt. Appearently the hearing was moved to today and we're all hoping for the best. No...I have faith hes getting out to be with me. God doesnt hate him that much, he didnt do anything to deserve being away from me so long. Its hard


07/17/07--05:24: Weeeelllll..... (chan 2068970)




Im sorry I havent updated you guys much on what has been happening over I guess the past week. Well Dave got out and the charge was dropped for the cussing on the phone...haha. Hes been home since wednesday...but it would have almost been Thursday day cause his uncle's wife didnt want him to go get him...well Paul (Dave's brother) got it all straight. Im sooooooo happy hes home. Its almost our 3 month anniversary...almost. And I know theres gonna be many more months...and years ahead of us.

I might be getting a new phone today. Im tired of my stupid Cingular pay-as-you go phone so Im thinking of going with Virgini Mobile. Cingular has wei


07/19/07--19:01: We Can't All Be Perfect (chan 2068970)




Spreading me out  In the Open  Exploitation  Self-preservation  Manipluation   Coming through  My very Soul  Saving yourself  Letting me burn   (chorus)  Perfect  To my mind's eye  Demon of the shadows  Not like the others  Cause they had hearts  (end chorus)   I hate you  For what you've done  You despise me  For what I've become  You make me.....sick!   (Chorus)   Wrap your words  Around your own damn throat  Suffocate  From your fucking self love  Hatred only builds me up   (ch


07/19/07--19:15: Lullaby (chan 2068970)




Watching Waves  Washing over me  Im drowning  Just leave me be   (Chorus)  Sun is coming  Watch it burn the flesh  Sun is coming  Will it let me rest?   Sensual is the kiss  He shall place upon me  Silence is golden  In my eternity   (chorus2)  Sun is coming  Watch it burn our flesh  Sun is coming  When will I rest?   Lull me peacefully  Into the Depths  Oh sweet slumber deep  Come before me   (chorus3)  Sun is not coming  It has burned all the flesh  Sun is not coming  And I finally rest


07/25/07--15:57: Ahem.... (chan 2068970)




I guess I need to update now...huh? Well I wrote 2 new songs for those of you who havent seen yet...yes, they're creepy but Im the singer of the band so I need to write lyrics. We have a new CD coming out and you dont get to hear any of it unless you actually buy the CD. Aaron...you like metal....you should get it...hehe. Theres a new graphic up for the cafepress site, my brother designed all the new graphics. If you wanna help us out by buying a shirt go to http://www.cafepress.com/dicloniusqueen. Thanks muchly if you do.

Off the band now. Im still sick and I saw Dr. Khun. Well I didnt have just the normal visit, I got a hearing test and


08/11/07--13:14: I dont think we're in...*update* (chan 2068970)




Virginia anymore. Im serious....the Russians have taken over. You see them at your local retail stores or the grocery store...or the oceanfront working the streets. Its kinda annoying actually; they talk about all the Mexicans who are here illgeally...what about all these Russians?

Well anyway, Im not counting down to Nekocon or talking about having the money for pre-reg cause...Im not going this year. Im gonna be in Missouri to see my grandparents on my dad's side. Its thier 60th wedding anniversary and I really cant wait.nI havent seen most of my extended family for 6-7 years. Dave is going with us so hes gonna be the only boyfriend whos


08/16/07--19:05: Alone, I hide (chan 2068970)




I fight this pain  But cannot subdue.  The amount of strength  It takes to get over you   Drugged up state of mind  Euphoria has come to me  Lie alone in these dark halls  In infinity it shall be   I sit here in my own little world  Little by little I slowly die  Without you near  I begin to cry   No one seems close to me  No one by my side  I close my eyes and sink further  As alone, I hide


08/25/07--00:03: dA is screwy (chan 2068970)




I have a new prose that, for some reason, isnt showing up as a new deviation. So here it is since I know I posted it.

http://violentjess.deviantart.com/art/No-more-63207894


08/27/07--21:13: Shall we dance? (chan 2068970)




The suns setting now I see  As I gaze out of the window  Soft music, our song  Plays in the background  You have that soft smile  On your lips again  As you grab me softly  And we  Begin to dance   My arms rest lightly around your neck  Your fingertips holding my hips  You guide me me gently  We spin so slowly  Time stands still  As the song still plays   You hold your smile  Half listening  To the all too familiar lyrics  Knowing it compares  So perfectly to us   Quietly the song ends  But your hold does not  Yet I wil


08/28/07--03:18: Ted Vs. Scorpion (chan 2068970)

I finally decided to do a screenshot and its from one of the lastest comics done by Tim Buckley.....Ted whipped Scorpion's ass









08/29/07--07:52: Find me (chan 2068970)




Free flowing  Ever Showing  Salty despair  Desperate to  Find the one who loves her   Torn heart  Battered Soul  Falling Apart  Eager for  That one sweet kiss   Lost world  Standing alone  Going nowhere  Still waiting  For you to find me


08/29/07--16:28: Come find me (chan 2068970)




Well yeah, my new poem has a lot to do with how Im feeling right now. Im having troubles, sadly with relationships. Im more torn than anything really. I think I know what I want, but Im not too sure.

Im not looking for any advice or help, Its more a heads up that theres gonna be more poems now.

~Jessie


09/11/07--01:09: um...what?! *update* (chan 2068970)




Thats all I have to ask. You try to love a guy and he treats you like the bad guy for having a little fun with some friends. So yeah guys, another relationship goes down the toilet.

I mean I got treated like the bad one for more than just having a little fun, sometimes it was just because I let him sleep because I knew he was tired, but I wasn't. I cant look at guys on any website, but hes allowed to look at pictures of half (or fully) naked women, and I have to act like it doesn't bother me. I'm not great anymore cause I'm trying to make friends like he wants me to, but its not my fault I get along better with guys than all the high and


09/13/07--16:38: Locked Up Heart (chan 2068970)

Where is the key to my heart? I think I lost it once before I wonder if theres another one I cant wait to find them now Yes I did this, yes I paint, yes I traced real keys...shut up









09/15/07--13:13: Big changes ahead (chan 2068970)




Well, yeah there are gonna be some big changes. I've decided to hold off on my attending college and all. If I wanna study Small Business Management on down the line, I will, but not now. Hey, I might even try to study something else.

I plan on moving soon. To where, Im not telling. When all pans out and plans get set in stone, I'll tell all of you. Some people actually already know where I plan to move to and all, so keep your mouths shut.

Theres a lot more going on now too but Im not feeling well enough to go into great detail of anything.

~Jessie :gummybear::hug:


09/17/07--18:57: How do you know (chan 2068970)




If you're a Kevin Smith fan (and I dont mean obsessed):

You have seen all, or almost all movies and other things by/with him
You continue to watch all of them still
You quote certain movies to fit some situations
You can compare people you know to certain characters because of how they act or look
You wouldnt mind naming kids after characters from movies (yes including Silent Bob)
You say the next line in the movie before the character does (geek)
You know God...is actually Alanis Morissette
The guy who played Snape isnt so tough after all
SHIT DEMON!!!
You know Dante was number 37
You now know all too well that Kelly is a guy's


09/25/07--22:31: Through (chan 2068970)




I see through  the corruption  and pain  that you cause   I see through  the lies  and the promises  you told me   I see through  the tears  that run slowly  down my cheeks   I see through  you  now


09/27/07--01:02: It hurts (chan 2068970)




It really does. I see that a couple of my exes still have pictures of me, or us on their profiles. I cry looking at these pictures. Its the memories that hurt most I think.

Theres a picture of me and Dave kissing on his myspace profile, probably his fubar one too but we cant figure out how to un-ban me. Yeah, we started talking a little again. It hurts to talk to him I guess. He still wants me to be in the band, he wants me to learn bass and all...but I know it'd be hard to even be around him. I started to miss him and dont want to, I want to rid him of my thoughts, but I cant. I know hes just trying to get me back with guilt and all, and


10/06/07--23:26: Ok people (chan 2068970)




Things are a little better for me since my last journal. Im still getting depressed a lot but I really try to not let it bother me.

I seem to be going out less and less and not really caring either; I want to make new friends and all but...it gets discouraging sometimes. Im not looking for a relationship right now, and some of the guy I talk to, are....or some want just sex. Im not planning on sleeping around either just to find Mr. Right....I'll easier find some disease. And I seem to feel like every girl I talk to, when they find out that I used to date girls, they automatically think Im gonna start hitting on them or something.

I w


10/11/07--02:26: Escaping this dream (chan 2068970)




I write your name in the sand  Only for the waves to wash it away.   I doodle your name on paper  Just to have it thrown away.   I see your name in the clouds  Just before they fade away.   I hear your name spoken softly  Only for it to be over so soon.   I see you name in the fire so bright  Only to have it hiss and crack me back to reality.   Yet I write you name on my heart and my mind  for it to burn there eternally.


10/27/07--22:40: Im still not dead (chan 2068970)




I guess Im just not on here as much as I like anymore.

I dont really plan on moving out of state any more....no real surprise. I plan on at least staying and truly starting my psychology degree at NSU or Hampton University or something of the like. I really want to better myself and all and I know I want a degree in psychology.

Im not so depressed anymore. My friends seem to have come out of the woodwork and started hanging out with me again and I even made a few new friends. I plan on making even more friend since Nekocon is in only 5 days.......5 DAYS! Weeee...ahem...sorry.

I have started dating again and have gone on a couple da


10/27/07--22:46: First One (chan 2068970)




Only mere minutes in your presence  Yet, tis so comforting to me  As is your arm around me  And your breath on my neck   The scars on my heart are instantly healed  Only by your smile  The same that warms  and excites me   Tis a kiss so innocent  Yet, so alive  As is the fire  In your eyes


11/05/07--00:07: Nekocon X: the fun is over (chan 2068970)




Staring out, I found out that Billy, who was supposed to be my ride and payment in, wasnt coming.....at the last minute. So, thankfully, Mark gave me the money needed to get in. Me and Jeanette tried hard as hell to get a ride there so we didnt have to wait for my mom to get home just to get to Hampton....no luck though. We had to find Aaron the second we got there, we found him but he didnt have the key for the room, and it wasnt in Megan's purse....oh yay. We did eventually find it, but my mom was a little upset because she had to wait out in the car while we looked for them cause we couldnt bring our 2 big backpacks in there and safely loo


11/18/07--03:24: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2068970)




I hate da. I wrote a whole journal and then they said I wasnt logged in. I logged back in and it said it was forbidden.....so now my journal ismt here..........screw dA.


11/18/07--18:31: Starting anew (chan 2068970)




Well I thought I needed to update since Nekocon and all. This is the journal I TRIED to write this morning but went wrong.

I have a new relationship, and its not the one I had hoped to be in before Nekocon. His name is Devin (shut up Jeanette) and Im pretty happy.....for once.

The reason the other one didnt pan out is because they made me feel out of place. The way I put it was that I was far out in right field and waiting for the ball to come to me, only for it to go left. I finally told them I was tired of hearing about the stuff they did or were doing without me there. Its just not right doing that to me and asking me to just stay o


12/25/07--00:23: *insert Cliche* (chan 2068970)




Merry Christmas....I hope you all go to hell.....KIDDING. I hope all of you have a very wonderful holiday and make sure you eat tons of food.


12/29/07--14:42: Rolling on again (chan 2068970)




Im truly moving myself along again, trying to better myself. I no longer dwell in the past as I used to. I finally got closure from Byron and I feel all the more relieved. Im also so much closer to Devin and Im happy about that.

I didnt exactly get what I wanted for Christmas but Im really not complaining; it was worth seeing the look on my mom's face when she opened my present.

We are so close to getting the house we want in Missouri, we can almost taste it. Oh yeah, for those who havent heard/read/whatever, Im moving to Missouri here within the next 5-6 months. I will miss everyone, well almost everyone, in Virginia...mainly my best f


12/29/07--14:56: You wish (chan 2068970)




You think you know  Just who I am  But you dont  You just wish.   You think you can  Control what I think  But you cant  You just wish.   You want me to  Be just like you  But I wont  You can wish   You think you are  Perfect in every way  But you arent  You just wish!


01/06/08--02:42: Eight (chan 2068970)




Eight....eight years ago yesterday is when my dad passed away...still feels like it happened last week sometimes. Eight years ago I was promised my daddy would be ok, only to watch him suffer. 8 years ago I was 10 and turning 11 in about 3 weeks...something he didnt get to see. All these birthday hes missed....Im almost 19 now and Im moving on and it still hurts...its still hard. Im not crying anymore, but it hurts deep down when I sit and think about it all. He never saw me graduate, he'll never see me get married, he'll never see his grandkids and they will only know of him and the wonderful man he was.


01/10/08--01:15: She coming for you (chan 2068970)

I finally got my computer back and I decided to update my screen and crap. So...enjoy kiddies









02/05/08--14:10: Oh yeah.... (chan 2068970)




It was my birthday on Saturday, Im now 19 woo hoo.


02/27/08--01:21: Liar (chan 2068970)




So sick  With disgust  Of the lies  Or was it trust?   You sleep  So sound  In your world  Without me   Tears fall  Rain pouring  No sound  Nothing at all   Clinging tight  Shoved away  Said love  Liar


03/13/08--07:40: Opening my eyes (chan 2068970)




...As if for the first time. I realize a lot of times that I may never be happy with who Im dating, and I live with it. Yeah, a journal talking about my bad love life...again...but this guy actually seems to think Im stupid. His ex's still text/IM him and I dont see many of them but when he always says its "nothing" I know its something. Yeah hes taken this one girl off his friends that he was engaged to (hes been engaged to almost all his girlfriends btw) but she still IMs him and has feelings for him. When him and I had a big fight about a month ago, he went right to her.....suspicious, no? I blindly forgave him. I come to find theres these


04/01/08--11:59: April fools? (chan 2068970)




Not a very funny joke using some 4chan crap on all of our avatars....


04/06/08--00:35: Whatever happened to (chan 2068970)




"Home Sweet Home?" I was gonna put up a nice long journal about my trip to Centralia...but I guess thats not happening. Yeah, the trip was great and awesome and whatever.

I come home to bitching...thats all. My brother claiming I took $20 that was in the car before I left and theres a few other things that I was accused of (if you really wanna know, note me).

I feel Im not welcome in my own house anymore and sometimes wish I had fallen in one of the pits in Centralia....


04/23/08--18:27: Am I losing it? *update* (chan 2068970)




I've lost a couple friend's lately. Im used to losing friend by now, but when its over something so trivial...thats when it hurt. I guess I should just say "well its thier loss" but in all honesty, I dont have many friends around here. I have my friends that I hang out with and we chill and thats all...but thats like 3 people. Some of the others I knew from school and I see on a rare occasion. The rest are guys that just want me as a piece of meat but lead me to think they're nice first.

Im feeling even more down with how others, sometime people I dont even know, are assholes (like some guy from Myspace) to me.

Also, I havent been abl


04/25/08--21:42: Wish you were here (chan 2068970)




As our song plays  I begin to cry  For all the time spent  with me   As tears run down  I begin to remember  The love you gave  To me   As time slowly passes  I feel the pain  More and more  which kills me   As I sit here  I begin to wish  You were here  With me


04/28/08--02:27: Feeling a bit more (chan 2068970)




Stable now. Im not really concerned about Kyle anymore, in fact havent even thought about him lately other than the fact that I have a couple of his books I'd like to return.

Im getting out more, much more now. I went to see Construkt, my favorite local band, on Saturday night and had a blast. I ended up seeing another one of my friend's bands that night too so that made it awesome. I got a hug from Donnie, the bassist of Construkt, and he got black light paint all over me (its their thing, they play with black light paint on and, of course, black lights) and since I was witht he band, I got in free.  I wish the night had never e


05/10/08--11:15: Welcome To.... (chan 2068970)

...Silent Hill. Well really its a cemetery in Centralia, PA. A little over a month ago, me, Christian and Aaron went to Centralia as a small road trip of 3 Silent Hill nuts. Now for those of you...









05/14/08--20:58: My Life (chan 2068970)




Has never been a bed of roses...and I dont think it ever will be. I guess its taken me a bit of time to really want to write this. Yes, another sad, depressing journal.

I broke up with Brandon. It wasnt just all the "this is too good to be true" feelings either. He asked way too many questions, which annoyed my family and upset me since he asked my mom questions about me...as if he didnt believe what I had told him. He never wanted to open up to me when I poured my heart out...even told some deep dark secrets. What really upset me was when him, me, Jeanette and Jeanette's boyfriend, Stephen, went to the beach to kill time before Rocky Hor


05/26/08--18:05: Looking Glass (chan 2068970)




You know, its a great song by The Birthday Massacre (seriously, look it up) and its a great way to think of how I see things right now. Yes, I feel I've stepped through the looking glass and I don't want to return to whats supposed to be the "real" world.

I've started making new friends and reuniting with old. Jeanette and I are still close, more like sister now than ever so thats probably why people ask if shes my baby sister. I have Troy whos my lil' bro and I wouldnt change that. Jenna still needs to make a few guys suffer for me. Ben (someone you guys have never heard of before), well him and I have become pretty close (shut up Jeanett


05/31/08--14:30: Hear (chan 2068970)




You cant hear me  Screaming for you  In my sleep   You dont hear me  crying everyday  since you left   You wont hear  my pleas for you  to just come back   You'll never hear  my voice  softly whisper your name  again


06/25/08--18:59: My life....so far *update* (chan 2068970)




Well...change change change...thats whats been going on with me...change. And most of it is for the better of not only me, but those close to me.

I finally started working at Subway and right now Im just on training hours (which means I work like 3-4 hours a day)but its making a steady $6/hr. I already like it and most of my co-workers....even my boss. I actually like getting up in the morning and though I dread riding the bus, I still go.

I started going back to church..yes, church. I know its not like me really but its a nondenominational church and I feel comfortable there. Each and everyone that goes is like family to me and I don


07/22/08--13:10: wow...I must be lazy (chan 2068970)




I havent updated in almost a month. I know I promised that I would update you guys a lot more often but I guess that didnt actually happen.

Well where to start? I lost my job....yeah, you read that right. Its not that I was a bad employee, in fact most of my co-worker to say I worked pretty damn hard. I called out of work...thats all I did. I called my boss (and hour and a half before my shift mind you) and told him I couldnt come in. I didnt do it just cause I wanted a day off, I actually had my whole body covered in hives. Now I could have gone in and sued them for forcing me to work in unsanitary conditions and thus any customer could s


09/28/08--20:18: My life (chan 2068970)




Or something like that. Well things went to bad but have recently gotten better. I have a computer to get on now (woo hoo) so I might actually do more with my art, I dunno.

The last boyfriend I think I talked about *ponders* Im no longer with. I just couldnt stand all the childish antics and the fact that we fought and he wouldnt eat anything we made for dinner while he was here. But surprisingly enough, Im in no way upset about it. I guess I saw this all happening anyway and staying with him (even in a break) was just delaying the inevitable.

Im planning on being in a panel this year for Nekocon. Its a mock trial of Phoenix Wright and


11/14/08--11:45: Nekocon 11 (chan 2068970)




Well...not much I can say and Im too lazy to do a day by day like I was thinking of doing (and boring all you guys that were there or too lazy to read) so here it is in a nutshell.

I was in an actual panel this year, had a mock trial of Phoenix Wright. We killed Sailor Moon, framed Mars and then proved her innocence (as per usual of the games)with some unhelpful witnesses,...and ones that dug thier own graves.

Megan :iconmako-sempai: and Aaron :iconhatakemirukon: had an awesome panel on Friday for Vampire Knight. I still wanna hit the guy who came just for spoilers, thats not what the panel was about.

The dealer's room was well put


12/31/08--03:09: Is it almost... (chan 2068970)




2009 already? Well I guess it is. I for one am glad to see this year end. Im not saying some points weren't great but most of it sucked.

So now for me to go into my year in review and then a look into the future.

Over the past year I had 2 jobs that I loved but had to quit because of being sick (one because my manager didn't warn me that there could be shellfish in the tuna and I had an allergic reaction)and have been out of work since. I turned 19 and had a small party with friends, but nothing else. I went to Centralia twice, once in April and the next time in July. On the second trip to Centralia, we found a cool place to explore cal


02/05/09--21:13: Take my hand (chan 2068970)




Take my hand  lead the way  show me the path  to true ecstasy   Take my hand  and show me how  we can really leave  the here and now   Take my hand  don't let go  take me to a place  that only we know   Take my hand  as we conspire  to find what we  truly desire


02/06/09--20:04: So um...yeah (chan 2068970)




I havent updated in a while.

Um lets see, I went on another trip to Pennhurst/Centralia and it was awesome. I turned 20 on Monday and its still weird for me to say that I am. I've lost almost 10 pounds so I happy (of course I gained about 5 pound on the trip...5 pounds I had already lost). Im not going to Rocky as much but its ok. I still have no job and Im hoping I get a call from someone soon.

I guess that about sums it up...but I found this little thing on someone else's journal so I know I have no life (according to it)

~Jessie :gummybear::hug:

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SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark


02/26/09--01:23: Do I Stay? (chan 2068970)




Taste of another on my lips  Confusion setting in  No longer feeling sane  Do I stay?   Still in love  or am I not  His pleading eyes  Do I stay?   Pulled one way  Pushed the other  Starting to tear  Do I stay?   Stepping forward  Only to step back  Asking myself  Do I stay?


03/02/09--19:59: To whom it may concern.. (chan 2068970)




We live in America, where I have every right to my own opinion....get over it.

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Update: 3/2

And to those of you who have come to my page by way of Encyclopedia Dramatica, I dont care what you have to say to me about my brother. If you knew anything about him you would know that me and the rest of my family disowned him well over 6 months ago and that we actually joked him about his "fetish".

Oh and heres another bit you might wanna add, the dead dad left him out of the will over 3 years before he died just because Kevin was being a whiny sack of shit.


04/13/09--20:31: Her (chan 2068970)




Those eyes shine through  Those years of pain  That bright smile  Cuts through all the darkness   Her crown of luscious hair  Soft as silken threads  The full lips of a goddess  Let a heavenly voice pass   The sumptuous body  Beckons the attention of all  The mind of hers will soon realize  Her crush is me


07/28/09--21:44: Hey...you... (chan 2068970)




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07/14/10--16:47: It's been awhile (chan 2068970)




But I'm not completely gone, just not on as much.

A lot has changed in a year; I have a son who is now 7 months old (and my world), I'll be getting married soon to a wonderful guy (not my son's birth dad), and I'm now in another state...wont say where yet but a few people I know personally do know.

I will no longer be posting any works, mostly since I haven't written anything in over a year. I will, however, still keep my account and keep an eye on those of you I do watch and maybe find some new artist to appreciate.

Again, if anyone has come to me from Encyclopedia Dramatica, I welcome you to stay a while and look around, you may


10/22/11--22:07: Welp..... (chan 2068970)




I guess it's been over a year since I've said anything on here so here's a small update.

I'm 6 months pregnant, it's another boy.
My other little boy is almost 2 (my how time flies!)
I've been married now for just over a year.
And holy ghost, Batman have I REALLY been on this site 6 years?!
Btw....yay iPhone (finally joined the Darkside)